Day 1 Without LJ

6:31am

Well, Lowell officially left this morning at a quarter to six, it's 6:31am and I already feel depressed and alone. When and the hell did I become so dependent on him for my happiness?! I helped him make sure he had everything packed that he may need, and packed him a snack pack full of some mini muffins that I made, some grapes, oatmeal creme pies, granola bars, and some drinks to take along. Made him take a book, Cell by Stephen King, to read when he gets bored with hotel tv, and gave him a looooong kiss goodbye. I feel like crying! I don't think I'd EVER make it as an army wife. Thank god I have the fur-children to take care of and keep me company.

(getting a coffee refill.......)

I'm not quite sure what I'm going to do all week considering I did all the laundry, sweeping, vacuuming, bedsheet changing, and animal bathing yesterday. I plan on doing some packing today with the couple of boxes we managed to scrounge around Wal-Mart yesterday, but that probably won't take me very long. The boxes aren't very big and probably are only useful for nick-knacks, etc.

The Mini-Muffs I made for LJ.

6:49am

I feel lost. I called him to let him know that we both forgot to leave me the mailbox key, and he didn't answer. Now I'm worried. wtf. I have to go do something to keep myself busy or I'm going to go nuts.